My day

Everyday I get to help people, it's what I love to do. Today I sat with a beautiful couple. She in her 70's, he in his 80's. They had some issues with their life insurance and so it's my job to try and help them as much as possible and also to educate them. We were there for almost 3 hours and it was so worth it! We will get many referrals from that appointment. I say we because we always travel in pairs. We don't have to but I would prefer to. Safer that way. You never know what you will walk into when you are going to people's homes.
I am anxious for the weekend! I will be spending the weekend with my cousins and my daughter, girls weekend!! I haven't seen my cousins in a long while. Too long so we are in need of some time together. Now I pray some money gets into my account! Bad part about not having a steady paycheck, you can try and plan as much as possible but it never turns out the way I need it to.
All I can do is stay positive and do the best I can. Be a good role model for my kids and love my husband. It's the simple things that keep me alive and I love it. What keeps you alive?

Good day everyone! Is it a good day? What is a good day by your standards? 💬 My standards of a good day are pretty simple...I'm alive and well. See, easy right? This has taken me a long time to figure out but once you do....it's so relaxing!
Anyway...not much happening today. I only had one application appointment today. Slow day but productive. I like helping people and I was able to do that today.
Now on my way out the door for an awesome Nerium market party. I am so blessed to be able to not only work my passion but to also work for passionate companies. If you haven't checked out Nerium yet, well get to it. It's fantastic. 🌿 TONIL.NERIUM.COM. WWW.TONIL.AREALBREAKTHROUGH.COM
You only live once but if you do it right...once is enough❗️

Nerium

So I have stumbled upon a fantastic discovery. First I will say that I am a lotion freak! I can drink a gallon of water a day and still have scaly dry skin. Any type of skin care interests me! We'll use to anyway...until I was introduced to Nerium AD. Now I have the most beautiful skin...AND I work for the most amazing company! This product is derived from nature, I love that, and it works! I won't go on and on about it here but if this is something you would like to know more about, go to TONIL.nerium.com. I have been in it for just over a month now but I have been following it for over a year. The energy and excitement is contagious! I have family members selling, I have friends selling....best of all we are all benefiting from it greatly! Not only is our skin beautiful and youthful but our wallets are as well. The incentives and the pay and the free trips and the celebrities and the fun!!! I am crazy enough to believe I will succeed and I have!! Believe!!

Me

So I miss my husband so much its depressing me. This is so pathetic, like thats how I feel about it and I have no clue how not to feel like this! I know stupid right?! We both work so much, we see each other most when we are asleep, or we are so tired, we should be sleeping. I never thought I would need some one so much. I think that is what truly is bothering me. I hate that I need him so much. And its every part of him, not just the companionship. I need to hear his voice, feel his touch, all of it! lol!! Oh what to do, what to do! Any suggestions?

Law of Attraction!

Continuing on with my discoveries about The Secret, we come to the Law of Attraction. You attract what you want and you don't even realize it. This makes so much sense to me, when I was watching it, it was a total light bulb moment! Finally, my own thoughts justified! So the mind set you are in, thats what you will attract! Just like the kind of people you are around, thats what you will continue to attract! If I want to be happy, loved, positive, all of those things that we all strive for in life to make us feel complete, those are the thoughts I have. Those are the things I will continue to receive. Those are the things I truly believe in.
We are all energy masses. We learned this when we were kids in science class remember? It was never placed to us in human form or a living being though, so therefore we never thought of living things as energy. That would be too close to religion. But we ARE energy! Everything is energy and everything is attractable! When you are thinking of those goals to achieve, for example success, you are sending out energy waves to all things attractable to that! You will continue to attract those things that bring you to success as long as you continue to think and believe you are successful! The mind is sharing the thing that is being perceived. An affirmative thought is one hundred million times more powerful than a negative thought. Your thoughts and your feelings create your life. What you focus on with thought and feeling is what you attract in your life. You create your own universe as you go along. The more you feel good, the more feel good things are attracted to you! These are all statements from The Secret. I included them because I feel these are a good base. They are simple and so true, how could you not want to start to change how you think?
Last week when I started this thought process, which I have been like this for the most part minus a few real good depression spells, I was actually really down. I had learned of a job opening at work that I have been wanting for a year now and really got excited and thought this is it! But then was totally blind sided when once again I was told it was already filled. So of course I was beating myself up and all around me! Then the next day I watched The Secret and realized I have been causing myself to not be given that chance for that position at work much less even getting it. I was thinking myself that I would never get it. I didn't even realize I was doing it. So from that moment on, I think of myself in that position. I will let you know what I attract by it!
With all that being said, sorry for the rambling, I have really thought about what I really want. This is not as easy as it seams. I have always wanted allot, but now that this is so clear to me, what I wanted before wasn't even worth wanting. What I want now is meaning! Not so much material. So I thought I would make a list, also, not so easy! Try it and you will see! I want to hear from you!!

My days...

Step #1. Love yourself!
If you don't love yourself, who else will!? Now I have asked my husband for years, why do you love me?! lol! He of course thinks I am crazy when I ask this. He always says because your you. I always think well, I  really am not that special. But as I get older and wiser, I realize, I am that special! If only we could all grasp this at a young age huh!? This week, I have learned to think and appreciate things about me! It truly is an eye opener.
Things I love about me....
1. personality. I for the most part can get along with everyone I meet. I feel I am a fun person to be around.
2. my honesty. I am one who will tell you the truth, always and I don't realize it most the time when I do it and can sometimes get myself in trouble! But I always tell it in the best way. I don't mean to ever hurt anyone, it is what it is and thats how I see it.
3. generosity. I LOVE TO HELP! Haha. I truly do. If I can help you in any way, I am gonna!
4. I am a hard worker and take pride in what I do. I put my all in all I do.